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Journal Entry: Wed Oct 8, 2014, 6:03 PM

Once my commissions are done for the year, I'm really not sure what to do next...That was the last thing on my bucket list. That, and save money for my move next year. (Don't even know where that's going to be.)

I'm pretty burnt out, and don't want to take the responsibility of a large queue again. Only if I had some kind of financial emergency or something, and currently there aren't any personal problems.

There was once a time where I had a clear vision of what needed to be done and what it took to get there. Now, I'm not really sure what direction to go in.

Lately, I've been feeling quite avaricious, and wanting to aim a lot higher. My job has been stable, it's in my field of choice, but I'm somewhat bored with it. I'd like to make more money, and challenge myself. 

I don't want to take what I have for granted, but I'd like to take a risk and do something different. 

When I brought this up to a family member last year, I kind of got kind of torn into that I'd "fail and lose everything I worked so hard for."


I didn't take it too personally, because they just said it out of fear of me moving so far away. It still hurt a lot though.

What would be your advice?

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Marco-the-Scorpion Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for the llama!!!!!:)
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donthavedrawing Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the lama. :meow:
applecat9 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama! :D
Arkus0 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama
TheGraphicNovelist Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the :+llama:!
AlejandraFox Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama badge girl!
Found your devart while going through the SSMB, stilll have't made it to the end of the Pender's thread lol
Djmusicandcartoons Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Professional Filmographer
thanks for the llama :) (Smile)
Djmusicandcartoons Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Professional Filmographer
thanks for the llama
shadowthehedgefan101 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the 3D Llama BadgeThanks For The Llama Emote  llama cancan Llama brigade Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] Llama Emoji-09 (Drinking Tea) [V1] Llama Fashion Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] Walking llama Thanks For The Llama Emote 
Saphytrix Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014
thanks for the llama
zack-viz Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the llama icon 
TheFatPanda Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist
...did I do something wrong? :(
Tigsie Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014
It's not something you did to me, but I don't feel the need explaining everything. I did read something you wrote that hurt my feelings, but you shouldn't feel the need to apologize. 
TheFatPanda Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist
I think I know what it was actually...

Was it the Endangered Species thing on BumbleKing? Honestly, it was only because I misinterpreted something Spectre said.

And I feel every need to apologise. When I unintentionally hurt a friends feelings, that's a big deal to me: I'll always want to make it right again. And I happen to consider you a friend.

All I ask is: give me a chance to work this out. Please? :please:
Tigsie Featured By Owner 6 days ago
It's difficult reading something like "You're not over it yet?"

I can't change what happened. Please take into consideration how others might feel about it. I'm fine with things going in a different direction. It's one thing to lose something you love, but it's another to have it become the favorite subject to bash and demoralize. 

It's something that never sat right with me, and I want to distance myself from it. I still lurk, but I won't post there again.

Just know that I favor your opinions, but that hurt.
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NytzN2Dreams Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Artist
Heya Tigsie! ^_^

what's up?
Tigsie Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014
Trying to focus and failing! :XD:
Just been trying to save money and work through my art queue right now.
CyberTheHedgehog270 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014
Thank you kindly for the llama! :iconisayllamaplz:
Blackwind06 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the llama have one in return
Elukai Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014
Thanks for the llama! :D
Your art is really amazing!! :heart:
theresahelmer Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
feathermoon Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
*hugs* Miss you! :3 Text me sometime. Number is still the same
Tigsie Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014
Ack! You might have to note me it again!
Staticuswrench76 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014
thnx ya again so much for the llama badge too it is greatly appreciated sure miss talking to you also
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